I HATE YOU CANCER!

Tonight, my heart hurts. I cannot begin to tell you how much I absolutely HATE cancer!!

I hate that it's affected the people  I love...
I hate the way it's allowed itself to creep into my mind...
I hate that it makes me waste time thinking about it
I hate that I worry...
I hate being anxious all the time...
I hate the feeling when you don't get the news you hoped for...
I hate being scared...

I hate admitting I feel all these things when I know God is in control. I feel like I am being completely selfish because I truly do believe everything is according to HIS plan. I hate that I've allowed myself to be filled with these thoughts, if even just to vent in this moment, because it shows that I'm not trusting God like I need to. I am only writing this to get it out... and for it to be a reminder to me that when you let your guard down, Satan is there in an instant to do all these things I hate. Prayer is so powerful. I am trusting YOU Lord, that YOU are in complete control and that I will never forget that no matter what!

Prayers please for
My Uncle Sid...
My bestest friend who just lost a cousin to this junk...
My friend who just found out about a 'mass' in her chest...and is scared to death thinking the worst...
and finally,
continued prayers for my dad, who thank God is still Cancer FREE! PTL...

Cancer is so limiting………
It cannot cripple love
It cannot shatter hope
It cannot corrode faith
It cannot destroy peace
It cannot kill friendship
It cannot suppress memories
It cannot silence courage
It cannot steal eternal life
IT CANNOT CONQUER THE SPIRIT!